Constant sadness. It's not depression.
Or is it? It's just so hard to feel happy these past few days. It's as if happiness had eluded me. It's as if the rainbow had lost its colors. It's as if the world is just black and gray or whatever. I just don't know. I try so hard to be sincerely happy and at times, yes, I would be, but at the end of the day it would be just plain sadness again.
Demn. This is so emo. Tsk. Where shall I find myself a bottle of happiness?