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It's a good hurt
Written at Thursday, September 17, 2009 | back to top

Love hurts but sometimes it’s a good hurt. --Incubus

It is an inevitable part of life that we would be hurt by someone dear to us. And since we hold this person close to our heart, we will try to bear the pain that he or she have afflicted upon our fragile little heart as much as we could. We will feign not hurting at all. We will pretend everything is okay when truly it is not. We will forgive them even for the nth time.

Thus, this keeps me thinking.

When will we be able to say that we finally have enough of the pain? When will we be able to stop letting the person we love from hurting us? When is the right time to stand up for oneself?

For now, I could not find any answers to my silly musings. All I know right now is that love shouldn’t suppose to hurt so bad.
Prelim Fears
Written at Sunday, September 06, 2009 | back to top

It might be a pathetic fear but I am truly afraid for the coming examinations. I really want to do well in the exams. I want to have high scores. I want to feel confident once I have the questionnaire and answer sheets on my hands; confident that I would be able to answer every question on it, confident that I will have more rights than wrongs. Ughhh. If I start studying now, then maybe I'll be successful with the coming exams. I need to start now. UGH.
A Sweet Encounter
Written at Tuesday, September 01, 2009 | back to top

They say when you meet the love of your life time stops. ---Big Fish

I thought that it only happens in movies. I thought that the idea of time stopping when you see the person you love is only a make believe, a silly fantasy of the hopeless romantics. I really never believed in the idea. .

until it happened to me.

Because today as we walk towards each other, my world stopped, time halted and everything seemed to go still. He was looking at me. I was looking at him. He was smiling at me. I was smiling at him. It was as if we were the only people in a very still world. Nothing else mattered but us. And the only sound that can be heard was the heartbeat of a girl falling in love with a boy.:)